Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Words of Another to Fill for my Own Lack

Again life carries on and I leave you behind! My inspiration has been as low as my morale.

I know what's wrong the only problem is
my lack of drive and willingness to

accomplish what is necessary,

to return to who I'm supposed to be
and leave who I am
in the dust
forever

Then forever pressing on, I'm pressing on. I'll put all my inhibitions aside

cause I think way too much on a one track mind
.
I gotta get away, get away from all of my mistakes.

I've been a liar and I'll never amount to

The kind of person you deserve to worship you

I can't deny this anymore, the facts ignored all done before
told myself what i need to hear
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I so hate consequences
And running from you is what my best defense is.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how

the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Yeah, I'm not angry
And no, I'm not upset

Our concentration it contains a deadly flaw
our conversations change from words to blah, blah blah
and who I am hates who I've been

cause i struggle with forward motion
So rather than imply
Why don't you just verbalize
All the things that you're trying to say
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned

I have not been abandoned, no I have not been
Deserted and I have not been forgotten
And I'm satisfied to realize you're all I'll ever need
And I know that I have been forgiven
And I just hope you can forgive me too


You looked into my life and never stopped
And you're thinking all my thoughts
Are so simple, but so beautiful
And you recite my words right back to me
Before I even speak
You let me know, I am understood

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me, in a way words can't describe
if i had one wish
The love you felt for me was more than
The love I'd wished for all this time

All these words are lyrics from songs that I love so don't mistake them as mine. :) Mostly from Relient K.

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